do you ever feel like sometimes you're just sh*t at ur job?

i'm feeling that these days at work and it really bugs me and puts me down. even to the point of depressing me. i don't know la...more and more i feel like not working. like i really can't be bothered anymore. you know that feeling you get in your gut when you don't finish your homework and it's already late sunday night. that's what i feel like constantly these days. especially on weekend and poor mr giant coz it just ruins his weekend. but bless him for putting up with my moody-ness when i'm worried or my mind is occupied abt work.
but right now i'm uncertain of what i want. do i want to go back and ditch auditing. or should i just grin and bear it? but now i've got to also take mr giant into consideration and about what he wants. hmmm...i'll have to wait and see if my scholar calls me back staight after i qualify or not. i think this July when i go back for hols..it'll answer quite a few questions.

another thing that pissed me off this week is why are some girls so tak malu? it's like when they know a guys is taken...the more they want em? i just don't get it! well i just laugh it off anyway...
and on the other hand there are also jerks in this world who is capable of making up so much bullsh*t! anything to save their ass and so it doesn't seem like they're the bad guy.
sighh...drama2

but u know all my problems are so bloody trivial. i should bersyukur that i actually have a job, healthy family, a loving boyfriend. so enuff with the whining!!!

been meaning to blog abt may bank holidays and high school musical! but another time when i'm in a slightly happier state. toodles ~